Monday, June 19, 2006
It started out great, yet, i feel tat just tat one incident ruined it all.
I mean, how can the people you trust do something like that to you ? especially if youve lived with them the past 16 years of your life. man, its sad.
But though i can feel sorry for them, i myself am stuck in a puddle that i cant seem to get out of.
1. I quit my job so that means a lack of money too, more frugal tat means.
2. I just feel like i used to feel before when i was younger, depressed with life
3. I feel like why am i stll here after all the bad things that have happened. all the past images of my faults start flooding back, and i dont like it, not at all.
Im sorry that i have to put you through all of this, but next week onwards maybe very difficult for both of us, yet, ill take my courage and I will wait for you, through thick and thin, i promise you. i wont screw this up , not like before with others, i promise this to you.
i just hope that life dont tear us apart from each other, cause i know God is now just testing us, and well pull ourseves out of this mess in due time.
Hope For the best .
i just want you to know who i am;
6:00 AM
