Saturday, February 17, 2007
" If I Could be Free ~ "
I Guess, Yesterday seemed significant enough to blog about i guess, other than that, its just soccer, goofing about, lan and more crazy fun.
Why after all this ? I still havent changed who I really am inside , shit, i feel ashamed, stupid.
Yet ill be missing my brother in a few days for 6 months, and yes Thoosh, you're right, there will be no one there to stop me/protect me from who I really am.
Anyway, To Hao Yi, sorry that my replies take forever, I keep afking~ with Dota, WoW, haha, you're stil one of the best buds i have ever had,
To Eddie, thanks for being such a great friend at times, though you dont show it, appreciate about how you helped yesterday.
Thoosh, you're aweome, it made so much sense to me yesterday, now is the time i do my best to prove everyone wrong, thanks again,
Curtis, The Best Brother in the world, even though i've been a bitch to you at times, i cant say that i dont mean it because its already been said and done, and yet, im sorry, and i hope the 6 months we are apart doesnt change anything between us. Hope the 6 months where im alone helps to build my character up, and make you more successful than everyone else in this family.
With this all said and done, its time for me to shape up and give myself a good kick in the ass, thanks to all my other friends/family ive failed to mention, as i feel its time i thanked those in life that i have failed to be appreciative off and to show how i cared.
To all those i have missed out in helping to shape my life , i still remember you in my heart, yet, words cant seem to describe you guys i guess.
Lastly, thank God for what he has done in order for me to actaully sit back and reflect on all this.
Cheers. *bow
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its really just me .
i just want you to know who i am;
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