Tuesday, February 06, 2007
Well, I've had lets say a few amazing bunch of people talk to me during these few weeks.
Yes, First of all, Mr.Subra.
He talked to me about a lot of things, my life, my family, my Education, my character.
Soul-searching is what I need now, im feeling a lot more mature some how in my mentality, well not always i guess.
2nd. My Long-Lost Twin,
We talked today bout the usual, backstabbings, life, success, resuslts and my failures, thanks i really needed that, I mean, water skins do burst if they are over-filled with water.
3rdly yet surprisingly, Mrs. Oehleurs,
Shes an amazng teacher although ive only known her for 1 month, she seems like the most down-to-earth teacher on this earth, so practical, full of knowledge and yet can relate very well to problems that one has.
4th and not last, myself.
Since when do people talk to themselves and question their own existance and character, well. i guess i have,
The never-ending decay for my hate of school continues, yet I have to go through it with a fixated fake smile and hope for the best. God help me.
O's are in what ? 7 months ? and yet, i feel stress-free, which kinda sucks.
The reason i am to blog today, well, to let out all this bad air and pressure in y body, it just sucks to feel this way again. it sucks.
" Lord Jesus, Forgive us our sins, Save us from the fires of Hell, lead all souls to heaven especially those that are in most dire need of your name "
This is my prayer, and this is my sign of hope, help me God, Help me now.
/Sign
p.s if i were not to blog tml or another day, let me die a horrible death. this blog is strength that i have never had.
i just want you to know who i am;
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