Sunday, April 08, 2007
" All that i wanted, the things i've had before,
All that i needed, i never needed more,
All of my questions, were answers to my sins,
All of my endings, are waiting to begin . "
Again my friends came over to my place, 4 nights in a row. blahh, tired tired.
Sorry Sang for suaning ya, lol, didnt need to punch me =/
I miss you, i really do, when can i see you again ? =(
Then again, when i saw the other you, well, i melted yet again, why ?
What if .
I wish this all were still ok, we were still happy, smiling, crapping around, me and my lame jokes, what if .
Or what if.
I never met you, i never knew you'd exist, that you just part of the spectators in the stands just like all the others, and i would never be writing this post, What if.
I feel stupid for what i did, or for whatever wrong ive caused. What if.
I never want to give it another go, because, yes, i have moved on, from this fullstop onwards, dont stop me, dont revive me, dont even try
because ive already forgotten you .
and yet, it is hard to say goodbye, it is hard to forget, but before i forget, i will remember the song we both enjoyed together, the song which i used to actually make myself feel better when things seemed bad, the song we used to sing" and i want you here tonight and i need you by my side for just one, more, moment, for just one more moment, with you . "
i just want you to know who i am;
5:06 AM
