Monday, June 30, 2008
" I've Seen, My Family Fade Away .
It sucks really, this holiday.
The first week was great, people were free, things could be arranged and done.
Altough yeah, feels great that the guys were over when Spain won.( wuuwoo )
But its starting to feel so dry and lonely, I mean, most of the guys and girls are back at school, and here I am, hoping that someone would yield and accompany me through my last week of Hols.
Pfft, things are never the same everywhere, the people, the buildings, the feelings.
It just feels very jolting to find out that, although people change, its really because of their own personal choices that allows that change to come by, yeah, sad reality of life really.
I hate having to lie to people saying im fine, its rubbish, im rotting slowly and yet I myself barely realize it, im just putting it behind me, not knowing how much its killing me.
This emptiness, really, make it go away darling, make it.
i just want you to know who i am;
7:23 AM
